Southern Girlie-Girl

No news from Army boy , today ! I just got home from work , I'm pooped .

Oh ya Saints won ! 31 - 17 . Awesome game !

SORRY

 

Sorry , but no photos today I was runnin' behind on my way to work , so I didn't have time to stop and "smell the roses " this mornin' . And if the question " has she heard from army boy , or not ? " was runnin' through your head , the answer is "NO I haven't " ! But back to the main point , I hope to have some more photos posted for you soon , but until then , you'll just have to settle for some clipart .

P.S I like peyton Manning , but I'm routin' for the saints tonite ! hey ,it's easy to rout for a winning team !

i'm takin my camera with me tomorrow , hopefully if it's a descent day I'll take some photos before and after work and I'll post them tomorrow nit when I get back home ! Check back Sunday Nite !

The Phone Call

  So much for "army boy" coming down here to see me. i got a phone call at noon today and this was the cnversation -

ME ( all excited , because of caller ID ) Hello !!!

Army boy : ( slowly ) Hey ... What's goin on ?

Me : nothin' just shoppin , what are you doin ?

Army boy : Nothin , same old same old. But listen I'm gonna have to get off this phone in a minute.. but I wanted to tell you I'm not gonna be able to make it down there to see you .

Me : oh , okay ( I said that slow and low pitched )

Army Boy : I'm sorry , but I'm gonna be helpin a friend move, but when I go on leave again in June , I'll come down then to see you.

Me: Okay ( I was in a little bit of shock , I was suprised he wasn't gonna be coming down. kI was expecting "I'm not coming back from Iraq , for however long " not " I've got other plans " . I know , I know it seems a little selfish but I did want to see him , but maybe it's for the better. I don't know if he's lying to me , or if he really is telling the truth , but regardless it doesn't help me feel any better. You can't help how you feel. I know that two weeks isn't alot of time to do everything , and see everyone , and the more , and more I think about it the more I have two minds about it . On one hand I understand that he has other things going on plius it's gonna take a few days to even get back in the states , and all his family & friends to see. But then on the other hand I really wanted to see him and spend time with him.  Seeing how that's all we've talked about for weeks, that has been the main topic of all our conversations , it's a major letdown that he's not coming. Plus I had already told all of my family that he was coming and they were all excited to see hime too, and now that I had to let them down and tell them the news. I called and told my friend earlier what had happened and the whole conversation , and her reaction wasnt the most supportive . It was this " well maybe he's seeing someone else " . That wasn't exactly what I wanted to hear two minutes after I got off the phone with "army boy " . He said he would call me in a few days when he gets a chance, so we'll see if he's blowing me off, or if he is telling the truth . I am trying to stay in the middle not be too hopeful , but not be too negative and expect the worse form him cause' usually when you expect the worse out of someone , they dont suprise you and prove you wrong.* For more of this Soap Opera , come back and check my posts .*

Everthing is Goin' Good

Everything is great right now ! I moved up to full-time at my job , I'm gettin to spend more time with my family , and everything with army boy is goin really well so far. I can't stop thinkin about him even if i wanted too. ( In a good way though ) His date for cominback to the states hasn't changed or anything and he promised to call as soon as he gets here , and I can hardly wait to know he's in the states ,safe, and sound . He called me Tuesday , eight times on my cell phone while I was at work but I couldnt hear him , but he could hear me . He gave up and called me back on Wednseday , and told me that everything was okay , and that nothing had changed. I'm so excited sometimes I can't stand it but then I think about the small amount of time were gonna be together , and how I'm gonna react when it's time for him to leave me to go back to the war. Am I gonna cry , am I gonna be really quiet , am I gonna be sad to see him go but kinda normal, am I gonna beg him to stay , I can't guess how I'm gonna react , practice , or even prepare myself for it. I;m just hoping he stays safe and that everything goes as I hope when he comes to see me !

I'm watchin' the Grammy's

Sorry If I caught yall' off Guard w/ Army Boy !

     
Sorry Yall, I haven't really had a chance to fill yall in on what's been goin on ! Okay so me and a Guy started talkin online " Army Boy " is what I'm callin' him on here . Anyways it has been 24/7 contact between us , and oh by the way he is from Texas ( oh and about that whole cowboy weakness of mine, did I mention he's one ? sorry I got sidetracked) Any ways he's in the army (obviously,lol) So the whole" he finally called" post was just because i've gotten used to talking to him at least once a day, and then to go three days without talkin to him was a little "nerve wracking" but I wasnt completely freaking out (yet) , but he called he was doing his job and wasnt able to contact me . I guess it's just something I'm going to have to get used to it , but can anybody actually ever get used to it if they care about that person ? If I cared about someone, I don't think I could ever get used to not hearing from them , and know that there safe , especially when there in a dangerous situation , a world away ! So I've had my "Army Boy " fix for the day , lol. ( What an addiction !,lol) So anyways I'm lookin forward to the end of feb or beginning of march when he get to come home ! *Comment me and tell me what you think of his Pic !*

Me and Army boy's conversation a Minute ago !

okay Army Boy Just called , again. But I was wide awake and waitin' so I answered . A huge weight was lifted when I heard his voicemail, but that's nothin compared to the big breath I released when I could talk to him one on one. This was the convesation
me: "hey"
army boy: "hey whatcha doin ?'
me:"nothin, are you alive ,really ?'
army boy:" obviously. I'm callin you ,right ?'heheh"
me:" all ligaments are still intact !!?"
army boy : " yes , I'm fine , chill out (he loves to tell me to chill out, he thinks it's sooo Funny ! ) so what's been goin on ?'
me :( back to normal ) "nothin, just workin , and movin,what about you ?"
army boy :" sleepin, I'm bored so I think I'm gonna go play poker in a minute, sorry I didn't call you sooner , I'm not used to HAVING to call someone ".
me : (defensive mood)" well you don't HAVE to call me if you don't want to , just let me know , and we can stop talkin alltogether, if that's what you want ! "
army boy: "no that's not what I meant , uh uh hu , I do want to uh .. talk to you, it's just usually when I get back from my rounds I go straight to sleep, and eat ,but I heard your voicemail, so I thought I better call you... I told you it might be a few days before I could call you again ...but uhhhh hu."
me : (now I feel a little bad, but not that much )" okay , well then. But everythings okay right ? everything's good ?"
army boy :" ya ,ya everything's good, don't worry so much !"
me:" that's impossible "
army boy :" So , did you read your e-mail , this morning ?"
me :" about you coming home , yes ?"
army boy :" hehehe , ya that one ! So, I should be home then , but it all depends on that day , so I'll let you know ! "(mumbo jumbo about army , mumbo jumbo that I don't understand..............)2 mins later ...........
me :" okay, uhhuh, Uhhuhu, what your coming home ,when?"     army boy :" so , I'll let you know when it get closer ,uuummm has it warmed up down there yet ? !!" (he said it in a hopeful tone , too bad it's not true !lol)      me : " uuuumm mum ,no, actually we got a cold front in the other day, .. umm so it was like '30 degrees this morning !...)   army boy:( silence ) "uuhh ya that's a little bit on the cold side for me !" hahaha    me:" but your still comin ' , rrrriiiggghhhhtt ?"   army boy:" cricket,cricket ) uumm yay. (silence)BUT I'M GONNA FREEZE MY A** OFF, I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT ! ALL JUST TO COME AND SEE YOU ! "    me :" yay I know, but oh, well , you'll survive . "       army boy: "thanks for the sympathy. but let me go play poker, and I'll let you go back to work "    me: "ur welcome. have fun, be careful."    army boy:" okay don't get into to much trouble ."  me : " I can't make any promises, but I'll try , I'll talk to you later . " army boy:" Okay, hehehe, bye ." me: "hehehe, bye ".

That is pretty much the gist (I think that's how you spell that ) of our conversation.Now he's playin poker with the guys, I don't even want to think about what there talkin' about , I would like that thought to stay far away from me .